"I thought that all people are good and that everyone wants my good"

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He had a very difficult teenage years. But she did not despair, she chased her dream and it does not matter how long she arrived but that she lived it.

She made mistakes because she easily trusted people, she believed that everyone wanted her good. But she is strong enough, she does not put them down easily and she fights for a better tomorrow. She wanted to open her heart, to tell us about everything that hurts her. 

Vasiliki Dimitriou reports in  antwo:

"I was born on 8/12/92 in Xylotympou and I have 2 brothers. Until I was 15 I was fine but then everything changed…

My parents divorced and my mother suffered a lot because she had health problems and could not work. We lived on a small allowance given to her by the state and many times, she had to clean graves in the village cemetery to make a little more money. Most of the time I went with her and helped her.

Unfortunately…

At  26/6/2014 my mother died and since then nothing is the same. My older brother moved to Paphos, found a job there and helps us financially. Of course he comes very often and sees us. I live at home with my younger brother who is now 23 years old. We were left alone…

I try to keep the house clean as she wanted it but also as my mother had it. But I'm not happy because I miss my family, I miss my mother, her smile, her love, her advice. I wish he was close to me, I would be stronger.

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After her death…

Many were willing to help us, some out of selfishness and others just to take advantage of us. Some supported us, advised us, gave us love. But when I heard them say "orphans" I was angry and cried. I used to say: "Why did you leave me and leave us, now everyone calls us orphans".

If he lived, nothing bad would happen to me and everything that happened after the beauty pageants, I would definitely face it differently… 

  I remember always, from a very young age, when I saw the beauties on TV, I told my mother how much I wanted to be there. It was my dream. When I left, I was living the most beautiful moments of my life. I enjoyed every moment there. When I went out and after some posts, I felt very bad…   

After some posts I was crap, I did not want people to laugh with me. I tried, I fought hard so that everyone would understand that I am not that stupid girl that everyone can fool and take advantage of. I know, I was naive, I was a girl from a village who did not know the people well, did not know what is out there. I thought that all people are good and that everyone wants my good just because they spoke nicely to me…

  I wish all the girls in the world who went through similar situations with me - poor and without parents - to always pursue their dream but to be careful, not to trust people so easily. Be careful and love themselves. To smile and never despair! "  

 

Source: ant1iwo.com